three posts in a year
Christ that's poor isn't it? There was me thinking the new job would allow me more time for personal things like keeping a blog and, erm, having a life.
To be honest I am getting there, sort of. The Intel gig is certainly healthier and I'm working a regular 8 hour day rather than the all day, everyday pattern I had got into this last few years.
The new role is very challenging, a different type of challenge than previously. It's also really exciting to be making something 'real' again. I had forgotten about how good it is to work with developers, especially those that are enthusiastic and want to push the boundaries a bit like the guys from the old openedhand team. I had become quite removed from side of the process.
I also feel that I have a little bit more time now, after years of working in a 'shit or bust' mode of consultancy work where it seemed to be full on all the time, it's a different world to have the opportunity (luxury) to work on different iterations of the same design. It's good to have the time to be concerned about the detail, to hold off until something is finished or just right. But most of all it's good to have time to take pride in my work. I think during the pressures of work over the last few year I stopped being proud of what I was doing, I wanted to be proud, I wanted to do the best work I could. I just felt burned out by the constant pressure of tight deadlines and also the demands I put on myself.
I feel like I've got past that now, having the time to think, breath and take a step back has made me feel a lot more human again.
I'm taking a few baby steps back to humanity!
So to sum up it's going well...I've even opened blogger again...
To be honest I am getting there, sort of. The Intel gig is certainly healthier and I'm working a regular 8 hour day rather than the all day, everyday pattern I had got into this last few years.
The new role is very challenging, a different type of challenge than previously. It's also really exciting to be making something 'real' again. I had forgotten about how good it is to work with developers, especially those that are enthusiastic and want to push the boundaries a bit like the guys from the old openedhand team. I had become quite removed from side of the process.
I also feel that I have a little bit more time now, after years of working in a 'shit or bust' mode of consultancy work where it seemed to be full on all the time, it's a different world to have the opportunity (luxury) to work on different iterations of the same design. It's good to have the time to be concerned about the detail, to hold off until something is finished or just right. But most of all it's good to have time to take pride in my work. I think during the pressures of work over the last few year I stopped being proud of what I was doing, I wanted to be proud, I wanted to do the best work I could. I just felt burned out by the constant pressure of tight deadlines and also the demands I put on myself.
I feel like I've got past that now, having the time to think, breath and take a step back has made me feel a lot more human again.
I'm taking a few baby steps back to humanity!
So to sum up it's going well...I've even opened blogger again...
Labels: burnout, Design, Intel Corporation, opened-hand
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